hufft,,
gw g ngerti knp gw ngerasa gn..
feels alone..
sndirian..
pdhl byk org d dkt gw..
i tought,,yesterday can be my beautiful day..
i always try to laugh and smile..
but i can't...
in the end,,i cry...
mama..nyokap gw yg plg gw syg..
tp sygna,,gw g pnah bs bkn mama sneng..
gw slalu nyakitin mama..
bahkan yg gw tau..gw g pnah bs bkn dy bangga..
apa siy yg bs mama banggain dr gw??
prestasi jg g ada..
bahkan gw slalu ngecewain dy..
gw ngerokok,,gw minum,,gw blos kul,,gw bhong..
gw g pnah brani blg makasih ato pun minta maaf saat gw bkn slh..
yg gw bs lakuin cm nangis dan diem sribu bhasa..
gw g pnah bs btah diem d rmh..
stdkna ngobrol ato crita m mama aj jrg bgt..
gw lbh nyari kbahagiaan gw d luar rmh..
anak mcm apa gw??
bsna cm ngerepotin mama doank..
mn mama d tgl ayah jg k bali..
damn,,how stupid i am!!!
tp susah bgt mw brubah..
parahhh..
maafin bebha y ma..
u know i love u sooo..
bebha bkl brusaha jd anak yg lbh baik..
LuV u,,mOm!!!
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