i don't know..

this morning my mom ask me something..
saat gw lg ada d dpn komputer dan ngubek2 fb m twitter..
mama tb2 nanya,,
"husni jd pndah kontrakan yay?"
and i said, "ga tau ma.."
she ask again, "knp bs ga tau?"
and i said again without looking back to her, "ya emg ga tau ma.."
one more time she ask me, "loh kog?iyay udh ga sm husni?"
i just said, "iyaa.."
again and again my mom ask me, "knp??"
and again i said, "ga tau.."
she ask for the last time, "loh kog ga tau?"
sambil nahan nangis gw cm bs blg, "ya ga tau ma..srg brantem aja.."
gw tau itu bkn jwban yg tpat..
tp gw jwb ky gt biar ga panjang karna saat gw jawab, gw sdg menangis..
gw jg g ngebalikin badan,,sengaja biar mama g liat gw saat gw meneteskan air mata..
gw tahan suara..
tahan mata..
biar g ketauan klo gw lg nangis..
hufft,,gw ttp bkl mnangis..
karna gw g siap m keadaan ini..
kangen bgt..
kangen brg dy..
kangen sm ayah dan bunda..