what am i?

everyday..i do all my things..
like yesterday,2 days ago, and many days before..
it is all like the same..
but not in my heart..
i really feel that i am officially change since i know u..
since i met a man named Mohd Husni Yunouta Alhusairy..
it just like a very short time we know each other..
until we're feel something that we call..LOVE..
21st april 2009 is a very meaningfull day..
i am officially be his girlfriend..
and i have my first kiss on my lips from him as my boyfriend when i say.."yes, i do"
i remember all the things that happened on that day..
but i realize that day only can bring a little love story with someone that i love so much..
memories..
only a memories..
the memories which can't be removed and deleted..
the tears, the smile, the laugh, the anger, the conversation, the sing, the pose, the hug, the kiss, and the love..
all the things that i miss from u..
21st april 2010..
our love story end..
but i never think that we can't make it all fixed like before..
might be better!
i still love him like before..
i still feel guilty..
i still waiting his call..
i still waiting him just to say hallo..
this tears always fall when i remember him..
it's okay!
i am fine..
but i better with u..
i really need u bun..
even i am nobody for u..
maybe a thousand 'sorry' word can't change it all..
but surely,,i love u..
like i love my mom..
u are always the best thing in my life..
u are not something,,but everything..
tonight, i just can't handle my self to cry..
i just miss u so much..
bunda miss u so much ayah..
miss u in everyway..
thank you for everything..

good nite..^^